Death.....

DO NOT misinterpret this as a suicidal note........ this just flowed when I was sitting idle.... Anyways who cares this damn... :)

Let me die, I dont know why.
May be bcoz the sky is so high, and I cant fly.
Its all that lie, that made me cry.
The days are gone when I was reborn.
The frankness was still there,
but the fadeness took over it from there.
My eyes are still not weary,
to make this a fairy.
Let the death come to me
as the will to be......

its Starting Over

You can't see
I'm torn away from you and everything that's close to me
I can not face the truth
It's nothing that I believe
Just run away from me
Thinking you're free from me

God is gonna take me over......


Bloody I am loosing myself again... dont know what this is all about....but cant take all this bloody world...... going crazy..... need a long break from everything....need to be alone ....far from everyone.......

Work....Work....I am njoying !!!

For the last two days, I have been working continously with occassional smoke breaks. But I am njoying this. I am exploring stuff that I have never worked before on and this keeps me working. I cannot learn this programming stuff by just reading books. I start with copying the programs and then exploring what it does. I am liking the way I am working.... solving issues that have been pending for quite a long time and then developing new programs. May this rythm of work keep going for me.....